Soul Stirrings…

* I should have posted this, weeks ago, but my sched is just so damn crazy, I barely have time to breathe.

After watching a dance concert at the CCP with ninz, teru and her (fabulousJ) dance mates, we had dinner and decided to hang out at the baywalk in

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But what was really going on my mind was unbeknownst to these wonderful peeps. The night spelled so many things for me. It opened new possibilities: New friends; new experiences; new opportunities.

It was a “rebirth” of some sort.

Having finally realized what I need to do for myself, I have resolved to embrace my individuality and personal choices by feeing myself from past relationships and people’s expectations. Now, I’m daring to do things that I like, learn about ideas that I’m passionate about, and simply lead a life with my true happiness in mind.

As I open myself up to this process of finding out what life has in store for me, I’m awaiting each discovery with thrilling anticipation.

I’ll be brave enough to post this. I wrote this poem after I attended a friends wedding… I saw her brother at the church… our eyes met…and…

To the One…

I gazed into your eyes

And my heart stopped

I was captivated

Ensnared

I want to stay in your heart

Forever

Imprisoned.

Yes, we talked during the reception. (I don’t’ know if I just imagined it)

No, he didn’t get my number (God, I just wish he did)

No, I haven’t seen him since. (although I’ve thought about him A LOT)

Maybe we’re not meant for each other.

Maybe we met to make me realize that love was still possible for me.

Maybe that was his mission.

And fulfilled that mission, he did.

Now, I’m waiting for the one who…

…will make my heart stop (again J)

…make the rest the world a blur,

and most importantly…

… have my name written on his heart.